Turning to face what you've become, Buried the ashes of someone

This is what it looks like when me and Erik are trying to study. This was filmed maybe a month ago though. The only reason why to wear that hat is simply because when you have it on your head you can't fall asleep. We almost always study with hats on just because otherwise we would lean against the table and probably fall asleep.

I won't let myself cause my heart so much misery

I forgot to tell you about my weekend, well here it is:

Friday: I spent almost the entire day and afternoon in school due to the movie project and guess what, we got nowhere... Wooooho!  When we gave up after hours spent trying to figure out the editing part I went home, had a sandwich and later went to Jenny's to watch a movie with Amanda and Andrea. We saw 8 mile with Eminem, a pretty good film. So intense.

Saturday: I woke up early and did some math before I met up with Ida a little after 11 a.m. We went boxing as a workout! It was actually a lot of fun and I am feeling so sore, my legs are aching but I love it. I love feeling sore after having worked out, It means that you did your best. I went home and took a shower and met up with Teo to study math at a cafe. It went really well even though we later realized that we didn't get as much work done as we thought. It got a little bit stressful towards the end and I had to run to meet my family as we were going out for dinner. It was some sort of Asian buffet and it was delicious.

Around 9 o'clock I met up with Teo and we went to his house. He showed me what he called "spökvägen", a trail with no lights along the water that leads to his house. Really pretty. We watched two movies, Sherlock Holmes and the Exorcism ( hrm, I think that was the name). The first one was really good (No, I haven't seen it before) and the last one was really scary (too scary). After that it was a little too late and a little too freaky to go home, so I spent the night a little spontaneously. We stayed up way too late though, 6 a.m. Haha.

Sunday: Woke up early due to that I thought we would try to complete the movie project. Fun. As the day progressed I assumed that it probably wouldn't happen so we cooked pancakes (delicious) and did math instead. I got home around 5 p.m, and fell asleep almost as soon as I could. Haha.

It was a really nice weekend. :)
(ps: Förlåt, internskämt)

 I brist på andra foton tänkte jag visa hur det ser ut när jag ska ta bilder till bloggen. Dom tio första misslyckas alltid och ser ut något i stil med bilden ovan.

I can breathe for the first time

I don't know what to say about this day. I was in a pretty good mood all day even though my tiredness. Maybe it was because me and Emelie had a deal that we were supposed to smile all day long (I forgot towards the end though). When you smile if you are feeling down you automatically get happy because you brain senses your smile and associates that with good memories and times when you have actually smiled. That our brain does that proves to be very true. Who haven't listened to a song that brings you back to the same place and gives us the same emotions as when you first heard it? Nobody can trick us better than ourselves, we just need to know how to.

And just a side note, who haven't heard that a smile is contagious? If you smile to someone, they cannot resist in smiling back, right? So with that said, make yourself happy and the others around you. Turn that frown upside down. :))

I think these two pictures tell a lot of what type of day this was. Hahha.

En utomjordings kärlekstörst, En undran vem som svek vem först

Kent. I don't know anything about that band. Somehow I thought that I had never heard of them and automatically put them together with Thåström, Lars Winnerbäck etc etc. But the other day I went on spotify and listened to Kent. I realized and came to the conclusion that I've heard surprisingly many of their songs and that during a few occasions I've been completely obsessed with them too. I just never knew it was Kent.

And while we are talking about music I might as well add that I've started to update the "song of the freaking week page" again.

I am feeling a moment slip away

Lisa funderaren är tillbaka. Vad gör jag nu då? Lite metaforiskt sådär kan vi säga att jag precis har klivit av tåget. Jag står en bit bort från stationen, tittar mig omkring. Står det någon och väntar på mig runt hörnet? Ska jag chansa, ska jag gå dit och kolla eller riskerar jag att hamna i en återvändsgränd och bli tvungen att gå tillbaka? Jag kommer på hur mycket jag ogillar hörn, jag ser inte om det står någon där förens jag har gått hela vägen fram. Tåget har åkt för länge sedan men jag vet att det kommer komma ett nytt tåg och ta mig till nya destinationer om jag vill. Det svåra är att bedöma vilken station det är värt att hoppa av på. Nu står jag i mitten, mellan stationen och hörnet. Var det ens värt att hoppa av? Med små steg vänder jag mig om och börjar gå tillbaka, tåget kommer snart. Innan jag återigen kliver på kastar jag en sista blick över axeln, fanns det någon runt hörnet som ville stoppa mig?

Så här kan det se ut när jag funderar, lilla Dennis i famnen. Vet dock inte vad som hände med hans öga..

I am not afraid to take a stand, everybody come take my hand

Yesterdays graduation party was a lot of fun. We started out at Hellströms and later went to "ett ställe" where the party took place. Jenny, Ullis, Amanda, Andrea, Emma, Nicole, Julia and me all together, that combination has never happened before, but I was happy. Almost all my closest friends at the same place at the same time. I love when that happens. I know that I told you last night, (and it is a little dorky to say this on the blog again) but I love you and I don't know what I would do without you. <3

Oh, and Amy Winehouse was more difficult than I thought it would be. I knew the hair was going to be a difficult task, but not that it would be that hard. Walking out the door yesterday evening I felt like a russian hooker with a red headband. Otherwise I actually liked the eye makeup. That is something that I might start doing when I am going out on other occasions. Hehe.

Free love on the streets, but in reality it ain't that cheap

Woooph. I'm on fire. Just finished my biology lab report and I still have energy so I wonder if it is smart to do some math now too? But it is getting late, and the graduation party is tomorrow. Maybe I should rest and go to bed? I am sooooooo excited for tomorrow! It will be so much fun and I can barley wait. Amy Winehouse, here I come. I'll buy black haircolor spray, fake tattoos and wear a black dress with small dots and heels. I don't know how much Amy that is, but whatever. "I am going to rehab", that's all I know about her and I'm not only talking about her song.

I know that I need to make the eye makeup more intense and that the dot (birthmark) is on the wrong side. :P