Were you the one that got away?

Mitt huvud är på en plats, mitt hjärta någon annanstans, det blir bara komplicerat. Lisa is out, jag drar mig ur (som vanligt dårå). Fast, å andra sidan, på vilket sätt då? Det går ju inte, har inget att dra mig ur från nu när jag tänker efter. Vilken tur då, då slapp jag ju göra det, skönt.

I remember I got to borrow Johan's SLR camera for my 17th birthday, I was sooo proud over this pic!

In another life, I would make you stay

My mom made vanilla buns last night and already a fair part of it is gone. Hahah anyway, today felt like a really useless day to go to school on. We did absolutely nothing out of value, I could have spent my time better at home. Well, in an hour I have a skype-date about the spanish book that is due tomorrow. I don't get out of school before six tomorrow because of the written exam in spanish that I am having... help?!

Tell me who I am, it is so logical

Jäklar vad kul det var! Det är verkligen skillnad på skivor där man känner igen massa folk. Herregud vad trött jag har varit idag. Kom hem sent, sov dryga 2 och en halv timme och sen var det bara att gå upp igen och göra sig klar för skola. Huvudet svindlade fortfarande lite, men det var det värt. I går befann jag mig nämligen i tre olika länder under en och samma kväll, slå det om ni kan va... Haha.

.. Och ögonfransarna, trodde att i slutet av kvällen skulle jag ha fått enormt stora ögonlocksmuskler av det "tunga blinkandet", men som tur är, så verkar inte fallet vara. Hehe.

Do you believe at love of first sight, I think you do

Tonight I'm going to be an exotic butterfly. Haha, Julia is having her CD (I know..) party and I just decided what to wear. This is going to be epic. Insanely long blue lashes, heels and wings, this is making me excited now! This time I'm not going to forget about school, like last week. I have already put the alarm on my phone, three alarms and one reminder when the bus leaves. If I'm not in school tomorrow, then I don't know what happened...

Woohp. Time to study, 2 history essays, one "company report" and two books. Frankenstein and a spanish book, all due next week. Gosh, I wish there were more hours in a day.

We were dancing in the moonlight, such a fine and natural sight

Yesterday didn't turn out as I planned. I woke up knowing exactly what would happen, everything would go wrong. With a dark cloud following me around I went up to start my day. I wasn't really in a bad mood, I just sensed that something wasn't right. I felt exhausted and had no energy what so ever, you know the feelign when you think you're starting to get sick?

I had been looking forward to this day the entire week and I had a couple of things planned, but as I already had sensed it wouldn't happen. I was actually a little disappointed, that's why I now question myself. Was I disappointed because of the things that I didn't get to do, or disappointed because there was a person I didn't get to hang out with?

Anyway, I saved the day for myself and it turned out okay after all. I made new plans. Me and Emil from my class went to get some things fixed for a couple of hours. We also drove to Nynäshamn back and forth to go get his car while we had a nice talk. During the evening I went to Jenny's and we watched slumdog millionaire. I've seen it before, it is such an eye opening movie. I love it.

I think it is quite hard to believe that these photos were taken during the same day.. April weather I guess.

I had a feeling that I could have been someone

Jag funderar på om jag inte försöker lura mig själv. Lura mig själv till något som jag inte känner, bara för att jag vill känna. Det här är inte samma sak som jag känt förut, utan detta är annourlunda. Inte på samma sätt som det borde vara, så självklart som det ska vara. 

 Nothing to do with the post, just love how cut in me and Celeste look. Haha.

You got a fast car, but is it fast enough so we can fly away?